Addiction.

It kills.

Seriously, it does.

I have a confession, a very stupid one.
I get hooked up on games way too easily. It's a sin.

I've starting getting gaming addiction since Ragnarok online, moving on to other online games such as Maple, RAN, RYL, Gunbound, Perfect World to name a few.

Then DotA appeared in my life. It screwed up my Secondary Education (Form 4 and Form 5) up till College (TARC). Fuck. I never regretted it though during that time. "Fail ma resit lo", "Dunwan go class, Dota lo..", "Today no feel to go class, Dota lo.."

Fuck.
I cant wake myself up for classes in TARC because I played DotA until 5am in the morning. How pathetic is that?

Then I realize that DotA ain't gona bring me nowhere. It's gonna screw up my life more than drugs ever will. I stopped. Entirely for over a month.

Now, I finally moved on with life, able to concentrate on my studies with no thoughts of gaming.

Now comes Pet Society and Mafia Wars on facebook as well as a few games of casual DotA. Yes, I'm playing these games everyday, but I dont seem to get hooked up like I used to. Maybe I'm growing older, more mature perhaps.

Friends been bugging me to start World of Warcraft. Hottest game by Blizzard to hit the market.

Never will I start for I know I shall perish in gaming addiction again if I am to start. Pfft.

100th post.

First off, exam's over. Friday was the last paper, What did I sat for? English, and I did well I guess if the lecturer didn't deem my essay as out of topic that is. Hah!

I've been gaining interest in Bacarrat gambling lately. There seems to be a loophole in Genting's strategy, and I'm going to try it out end of this year when my birthday's over.

HOPEFULLY the strategy works out and I'm not wrong on the loophole, and plus I'll be raking in some extra cash, about RM600-RM700 per day. Haha. Wish me luck guys!

For you guys who are interested in accompanying me to the casino to try out my strategy around November or December, do let me know! Especially Bestiallord and Eponine! Haha!!

Good bro of mine, Kian will be flying off to UK in two weeks time, Bah. No kaki yumcha already. Hahaha.

Random craps.
100th post.
Booyah.

2 down, 1 more to go.

Exam's gonna be over. One more paper tomorrow and I'm free for a freakin whole month.
Hahaha. Damn.

Expecting results to be good. Put way to much effort into assignments and studies, bout time I get something in return. Rawr.


Will update more when my exam's over. And my swine flu pandemic recover, looks like now I'm immune to it. HAH!

Exam + Sick.

Fucking dulan.

Been sick for the 4th day now since Saturday.

I hope I did well on Monday's paper.

Tomorrow having another paper at 9am and I'm still suffering from flu + headaches.

I think I may have swine flu, seriously.
But I don't think it'll kill me either.
Hah! In your face muthafucking influenza of Swine-ness. I shall recover and you shall be consumed by my imba antibodies or whatever shit you call that in my body that eats you!

Rawr. Wish me luck in my paper tomorrow.

At war.

Stupid body's immune system acting up. Fuck.

Now I'm suffering from a slight headache, sore throat and my lips have ulcers. Damn.

I think I'm evolving into Super Cicak Kobeng Kuniama Sohem Man, like Spiderman, only slightly more imba. Hahaha!

Or

I could have symptoms of :-
1. A normal fever.
2. Swine flu
3. Nothing at all, Just tired.

No fucking idea.


Oh yea. Found a website about people believing in God on if their prayers are answered or not. I bet they are disappointed.

Click


A post which really made sense.

Dear God (more specifically, the Christian one),


I have to say I don’t believe you exist. The fact that I’m writing to you right now is not in anyway an indication that I do. I come from a religious family who I would never ever tell I don’t believe, just for the reason that they may take me away to be exorcized. The reason why I don’t believe in you is because there is a perfectly logical reason for why you don’t exist. Religion was created a long time ago before technology, and so you (god) was an explanation to the things humans could not explain.

We all know that the ‘divine truth’ has its scientific inaccuracies, that even the Pope has agreed to recognize. But at the same time, the bible came with lessons on life that are all important, and i appreciate the fact that the notion of god has brought happiness and hope to so many across the world, I don’t need to explain this part. But at the same time Christianity has brought pain and condemnation for having conflicting views throughout history.

The concept of “be good and you will live a good life in heaven”; I heard it often as a child and it will never make sense to me. This is a religion where it relies on selfish desire to live a good afterlife. It is a religion partly driven by the fear of hell.

It is ironic that on this website, it is not god (you) that answers the prayers, but the people. And that’s the great thing about this site, where people do not get answers and the advice they lean on god for, we supply that.

We are god, because we created god.



No offense to you religious peeps out there who are reading this, but if you still have any comments on my post, Here's a big "Fuck You. Shut the fuck up and go on with ur pathetic life."

Nuff said.

Bar Celona.

Is ghey.

Damn ghey, especially when a group of police is camping outside the club and your friends are drunk. Fucking stupid bombastic ghey.


Needs no further explanation.

Police + Drunk Noisy Dudes = Epic.

Light a Cigarette and watch show.

I am tired.

Of conspiracy and lies.
Of being misunderstood.
Of being backstabbed.

Don't like my attitude, tell me straight in the face la.
Niama.

Happy Birthday

Ginnie lai.

May all ur wishes come true this year.
God bless.



Dear readers,

I'm taking a break.
Maybe for a week or two, as usual.

Should I?

Should I?

"Nothing is impossible"


"Impossible is Nothing", to me.

Yawn. Pwnz.

Vacation.

It's fun.
Lol.
I have no idea wat to blog about.
Just doing this post so my blog don't look dead.

Getting into trouble lately.
Been messing with a few dudes who claim to be "gangsters".

Let's see how thing goes from here.
Anytime, Anywhere.

Mixed Feelings.

I'm back from my vacation, it was an awesome trip.

I'll blog about it when I'm in a better mood.

Should I start a relationship again? OR should I remain single?

I'm having mixed feelings right now.
Should I go for it?
Or should I stop now, and concentrate on something else?

Instincts tell me to go, but I'm afraid of getting hurt like what happened to my previous relationships.

When I love someone, I love her whole heartedly. No matter her flaws or imperfections, I will still love her for who she is. That's my flaw of who I am.

I have no fear on anything except on this.
Love tends to hate me.

Every previous relationship I've been in, there's bound to be something that breaks me and the girl up. May it be third party, studies, or her problem.
Never mine.

Maybe with my first relationship, for I confess, I may not be mature enough during that period of time.

But if i remain single, I have the freedom of being whom I am. The freedom of mixing with other girls without any feeling of guilt nor jealousy from the opposite sex.

Then when the partying stops, everybody goes home, I'll be sitting there alone. Hoping for someone special.

Sigh.
Testosterone sucks.

New desktop layout.

Been bored sitting at home and I think to myself.

"Let's try something"

And Walaa! This came out as a result.

I'm running on XP btw.



Click the image to enlarge.

Hmm..

I watched Godfather episode 3 last night.

The overall movie was good, it shows the highlights of a rich mafia boss wanting to leave the trade but wasn't able to.

There's this quote which really made my day.

"Never hate your enemies, It affects judgment."

Really.

I hated Jason, and it affected my judgment.

I hated AhLik, It too affected my judgment.

I hate AhWeng also, and it too affected my judgment.

Be it in gaming, or in business transactions, once you hate someone, no matter they come to you with ill intentions or not, or they wanna mend the relationship, it's no use. You still get the mindset that this fucker hates you, and you should hate him.

That's what happen to me. Although it DID affect my judgment, I still have no regrets trash of society as those mentioned above. Well, those are just the few I consider as an enemy/stupid/have-no-brains-to-think/not mature enough.



Never hate your enemies, it affects judgment.
Never hate your enemies, it affects judgment.
Never hate your enemies, it affects judgment.
Never hate your enemies, it affects judgment.
Never hate your enemies, it affects judgment.

I need to enforce this.

Never hate your enemies, it affects judgment.

Freedom.

Wahaha! I'm freeeee. For 2 weeks at least.

Now dun need think so 7 much on sohem assignment already.

Finally my brain can get some rest and I can seriously sit back and relax.

No mood blog. I'm gonna go catch a puff. See ya.

Fast one.

No time to think of a blog post.
Another assignment due tomorrow.

Here's two videos for you guys to enjoy.


First one is Melbourne Shuffling. Man, Looks like everyone there is doing it.




Second video is about some dude, whose mum deleted his WOW account and his rampage is recorded by his brother's handycam.

Epic.