At war.

Stupid body's immune system acting up. Fuck.

Now I'm suffering from a slight headache, sore throat and my lips have ulcers. Damn.

I think I'm evolving into Super Cicak Kobeng Kuniama Sohem Man, like Spiderman, only slightly more imba. Hahaha!

Or

I could have symptoms of :-
1. A normal fever.
2. Swine flu
3. Nothing at all, Just tired.

No fucking idea.


Oh yea. Found a website about people believing in God on if their prayers are answered or not. I bet they are disappointed.

Click


A post which really made sense.

Dear God (more specifically, the Christian one),


I have to say I don’t believe you exist. The fact that I’m writing to you right now is not in anyway an indication that I do. I come from a religious family who I would never ever tell I don’t believe, just for the reason that they may take me away to be exorcized. The reason why I don’t believe in you is because there is a perfectly logical reason for why you don’t exist. Religion was created a long time ago before technology, and so you (god) was an explanation to the things humans could not explain.

We all know that the ‘divine truth’ has its scientific inaccuracies, that even the Pope has agreed to recognize. But at the same time, the bible came with lessons on life that are all important, and i appreciate the fact that the notion of god has brought happiness and hope to so many across the world, I don’t need to explain this part. But at the same time Christianity has brought pain and condemnation for having conflicting views throughout history.

The concept of “be good and you will live a good life in heaven”; I heard it often as a child and it will never make sense to me. This is a religion where it relies on selfish desire to live a good afterlife. It is a religion partly driven by the fear of hell.

It is ironic that on this website, it is not god (you) that answers the prayers, but the people. And that’s the great thing about this site, where people do not get answers and the advice they lean on god for, we supply that.

We are god, because we created god.



No offense to you religious peeps out there who are reading this, but if you still have any comments on my post, Here's a big "Fuck You. Shut the fuck up and go on with ur pathetic life."

Nuff said.

Bar Celona.

Is ghey.

Damn ghey, especially when a group of police is camping outside the club and your friends are drunk. Fucking stupid bombastic ghey.


Needs no further explanation.

Police + Drunk Noisy Dudes = Epic.

Light a Cigarette and watch show.

I am tired.

Of conspiracy and lies.
Of being misunderstood.
Of being backstabbed.

Don't like my attitude, tell me straight in the face la.
Niama.

Happy Birthday

Ginnie lai.

May all ur wishes come true this year.
God bless.



Dear readers,

I'm taking a break.
Maybe for a week or two, as usual.

Should I?

Should I?

"Nothing is impossible"


"Impossible is Nothing", to me.

Yawn. Pwnz.

Vacation.

It's fun.
Lol.
I have no idea wat to blog about.
Just doing this post so my blog don't look dead.

Getting into trouble lately.
Been messing with a few dudes who claim to be "gangsters".

Let's see how thing goes from here.
Anytime, Anywhere.

Mixed Feelings.

I'm back from my vacation, it was an awesome trip.

I'll blog about it when I'm in a better mood.

Should I start a relationship again? OR should I remain single?

I'm having mixed feelings right now.
Should I go for it?
Or should I stop now, and concentrate on something else?

Instincts tell me to go, but I'm afraid of getting hurt like what happened to my previous relationships.

When I love someone, I love her whole heartedly. No matter her flaws or imperfections, I will still love her for who she is. That's my flaw of who I am.

I have no fear on anything except on this.
Love tends to hate me.

Every previous relationship I've been in, there's bound to be something that breaks me and the girl up. May it be third party, studies, or her problem.
Never mine.

Maybe with my first relationship, for I confess, I may not be mature enough during that period of time.

But if i remain single, I have the freedom of being whom I am. The freedom of mixing with other girls without any feeling of guilt nor jealousy from the opposite sex.

Then when the partying stops, everybody goes home, I'll be sitting there alone. Hoping for someone special.

Sigh.
Testosterone sucks.

New desktop layout.

Been bored sitting at home and I think to myself.

"Let's try something"

And Walaa! This came out as a result.

I'm running on XP btw.



Click the image to enlarge.

Hmm..

I watched Godfather episode 3 last night.

The overall movie was good, it shows the highlights of a rich mafia boss wanting to leave the trade but wasn't able to.

There's this quote which really made my day.

"Never hate your enemies, It affects judgment."

Really.

I hated Jason, and it affected my judgment.

I hated AhLik, It too affected my judgment.

I hate AhWeng also, and it too affected my judgment.

Be it in gaming, or in business transactions, once you hate someone, no matter they come to you with ill intentions or not, or they wanna mend the relationship, it's no use. You still get the mindset that this fucker hates you, and you should hate him.

That's what happen to me. Although it DID affect my judgment, I still have no regrets trash of society as those mentioned above. Well, those are just the few I consider as an enemy/stupid/have-no-brains-to-think/not mature enough.



Never hate your enemies, it affects judgment.
Never hate your enemies, it affects judgment.
Never hate your enemies, it affects judgment.
Never hate your enemies, it affects judgment.
Never hate your enemies, it affects judgment.

I need to enforce this.

Never hate your enemies, it affects judgment.

Freedom.

Wahaha! I'm freeeee. For 2 weeks at least.

Now dun need think so 7 much on sohem assignment already.

Finally my brain can get some rest and I can seriously sit back and relax.

No mood blog. I'm gonna go catch a puff. See ya.

Fast one.

No time to think of a blog post.
Another assignment due tomorrow.

Here's two videos for you guys to enjoy.


First one is Melbourne Shuffling. Man, Looks like everyone there is doing it.




Second video is about some dude, whose mum deleted his WOW account and his rampage is recorded by his brother's handycam.

Epic.

Kaelvin

fucking hates group assignment.

Nobody is offering any help, and nobody seem to care.
Worst comes to worst, anything wrong, they will put the blame on you since you did most of the things in the group.

I rather have 10 individual assignments than 1 group. Seriously. FML.

My latest creation!

Rate rate. This is for final project btw.

Click to zoom.

Dear God

My friend once told me, god is everywhere. Every step you take, every move you make, he'll be watching over you.

Example : Your car breaks down at a highway in the middle of the night, no matter how much u turn the keys, the car wouldn't budge. After requesting help from god, your car suddenly roars to life. Then you thank god.

=_= After I hear this, I was like. "Oh." I would just fucking think that, your car breaks down = you did not service it. So if it does not start after you fucking pray, you deserve it. It's luck, not an act of god.


Or another example : You thank your every meal, that god has given to you and bless you with. But why the hell is he feeding you? A rich kid, with good parents, a stable flow of monthly allowance, and good food when he can be helping people in Africa who have not eaten a decent meal in months, whose parents and themselves suffer from AIDS and HIV?

Is god compassionate or is he just blind in not helping those who really deserve to be saved. Dare you say that the people in Africa did not pray hard enough? I dare say the amount they pray to god in a week is more than the days you pray to god in an entire month.


Dear God,

I know you're out there somewhere.
I know you're reading this very blog post.
I know you're helping me on everything I do.
I know you're the shoulder I should lean on when I feel fucked up.
I know you should understand how I feel.


Gimme a cup of chivas and a pack of ciggs and we'll call it even.

I never believed in you anyway, let's have a chat sometime. Maybe then you can make me believe in you, have faith in you like everybody else. Chill.


Yours faithfully
Kaelvin

Politics!

Not the country's political scene though, have lost interest in that cos Anwar made me disappointed by not over throwing Bomberman and that he didn't do anything at all after a long time of recuperation. Bah. Fuck it, too young for political issues and I don't really care anyways.

K, back to blogging.

I'm mainly talking about office and college politics! Woot.

It's like a battlefield out there. Survival of the fittest, Best man win, One wrong move and you're gone.

Seriously. It's like a gang war out there, only without parangs, but with lottsss of backstabbings.

Today, I'm gonna concentrate on college politics.
There's currently 21 peeps in my class, 6 got blacklisted by nearly ALL of the classmates. This is freakin heavy duty stuff.

Initially there was 1. Over the course of 14 weeks, 6 comes up and most of them only did mistakes once or twice but the damage has been done. Truthfully, I feel kind of sorry for them, not knowing what's going on or why are they treated like that and they don't even realize it. Everyone are just giving them the cold shoulders.

It's such a sad world we live in, where instinct takes place, nobody wants to get eliminated and the best of the best survive. Some of the blacklisted ones really do get on my nerves with their actions or words but still from my point of view, nobody is perfect, not even I.